I'm a dirtbag. Yea, that's coming from the heart. I haven't gone to actual work for the past month or so, and while it has been glorious, I've had a guilty conscience for a while. So tomorrow when I go to face jusdgement from my first sergeant, we'll see how wrong I've been. This is all at the worst timing too, My sis coming in for the weekend, thanksgiving in a couple weeks, and finally deployment shortly after. The main thing I fear is that they're gonna take aways priveleges to see my family, and that would suck, cuz he'd be punishing them for my mistakes too. All of this is pivotal on how my first sgt is going to react tomorrow morning at nine. And me, yea, I'm a nervous freakin wreck. I know I prolly won't be able to sleep much tonight, but the thing that keeps running through my head is phil 4:6-7, so I am just going to continue presenting, cuz I guess that's all I can do....