Hi. Ray. If you're reading this, you more than likely know who I am. Right now, I'm making this for two...no, three, reasons. Number one, get some things off my chest. Number two, for when i deploy to be able to update people on what is going on in my life overseas and for them to send some encouragement. Number three, cuz I'm 24 and stilled filled with teenage angst and need to spill it out and find the emo-blog community a good place to do it! ...ok that last one maybe not so much.
So where am I now? I find myself at a point in my life where Everything up till this point has seemed...fruitless. I have almost never, if ever, truly sacrificed daily for my God, and my fruit reflects it, or my lack thereof at least. Earlier today, I spent some time with my brother in Christ Caleb (wow, great guy.), and felt like I made some amazing revelations and am finally getting somewhere (Habbakuk 3:17-the end of the chapter), then had dinner with JR and Ashley Ovens (thank you God for your blessings) and realized that I'm still almost nowhere. Joe Peer came and talked and once again, I got served up another big ole slice of humble pie (and Ashley's cooking, oh yea!). Phil 4:6-7 tells me not to be anxious about anything, but after tonight, that's all I have! Anxiety! I find myself finally making decisions for God before me, but now I'm thinking about how I fit in, and its all just soooo...unsettling. Pray for me in this, I need guidance.
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seek first His Kingdom and all these things will be added unto you... just keep moving forward, just keep seeking Him brother. it's your heart He's really after and it seems to me, He's getting what He wants. Amen.
Praying here...
His alone,
~m
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